I was a Kool-Aid kid.
As a child, I was just as comfortable reading books in the shade as I was building rock dams across the creek in my backyard. I was all about being barefoot, bicycles, bedtime stories, swing sets, sandboxes, and sidewalk chalk, and the tune of “Do your ears hang low…” echoing through the neighborhood as the Ice Cream Man made his warm-weather rounds.
I loved to explore and experiment. I would burn ants with magnifying glasses, search for crawdads in rocky crevices, and see how long it would take to fry eggs in the Summer heat on blacktop. If I had been a cat, curiosity would have killed me nine million times over. I employed the scientific method before I even knew what it was.
In third grade, I wrote for a class assignment:
A butterfly is not fairly big when it sits on a swaying twig.
A butterfly has nice designs. They flutter about, as if making invisible lines.
I was fascinated with the world around me, and fascinated by others expressing their feelings and experiences of it, and fascinated with expressing the way I felt about it. The beginning of a love affair with the written word.
I loved to draw, and I was a mapper. I created detailed colored, aerial views of
On Summer days and nights, I liked to sit and listen. The whirring of crickets and frogs would hypnotize me for hours as I sat there slowly pumping my legs on the swing set in the shade of the big Tulip Tree- the “Batman Tree,” I called it, basing its name on the shape of its leaves. I remember breathing in deep, content breaths, thinking about how happy the world made me. There’s nothing like the smell of honey suckle and freshly cut grass, or the smell of water from a sprinkler through a rubber hose warmed by the sun.
The freedom of Summer was exciting, but man, man did I love Fall. I used to bury myself in ridiculously large piles of leaves and let myself sink to the bottom, trying my best to disregard the granddaddy-longlegs crawling slowly over my face, just breathing in. Just smelling. The smell of Fall, and it’s crisp, cool air. The “In-between time,” I told my dad.
Dad had a garden. I remember the sound of the snap of a raw green bean, the shuck of an ear of corn, the “ppfffftt” of spitting a watermelon seed off of the maroon picnic table, hoping it’d make some watermelon vines grow the next year.
I loved feeling the wind rushing past my face on my bicycle, as I ceased my ferocious peddling and let myself fly down the big hill, narrowly avoiding the loose gravel that contributed to most of the scars I still have on my knees.
As kids we were kings and queens of the hill. Civil Engineers and Ecologists. We were Herpetologists, Entomologists, Physicists, Medical Doctors and Nurses, Geographers, Chemists, Geologists. Poets and painters, armed with crayons. I think we all start out as everything, jacks of all trades, building dams and keeping cats from bothering chipmunks. In our childhood curiosity we study reptiles, amphibians, and insects. With our tricycles, bicycles, rollerblades, and wagons, we study centripetal force, inertia, friction. We’d help carry the victims of childhood accidents to moms with rubbing alcohol, band-aids, and snacks. We knew the lay of the land better than we knew how to tie our own shoes. We knew that if the water captured the light just right, you could make a rainbow in a sprinkler. We felt the grit of the mud from the creek bed in our hands, and watched it swiftly race downstream, making tortoises of the larger pebbles and boulders.
To a kid, a tiny creek is the
(Written August 9th, 2008, in Columbia, SC)
2 comments:
That's awesome. I loved it. I like the idea of "knowledge" without knowing. I expressed that idea in my Theory of Knowledge class, it is was pretty quickly shot down because, "Knowledge is justified, true, belief." The fact of the matter, really, is that I think you can KNOW something without believing it, or even without realizing it. We spent so much of our childhood trying to get older, constantly being bombarded by the nuisance "What do you want to be when you grow up?" All the while, not understanding that growing up didn't mean finally becoming one of those things, but rather meant, finally choosing one of those things to, ultimately, abandon the others. I didn't realize how much we really were all those things (doctors, geologists), and how much our thirst and pursuit for knowledge came not in a cold classroom but in the wide open spaces using all five senses (yes, even taste) to discover the world. As I sit in my bed surrounded by mountains and mountains of papers about chief cells, exocrine glands, and beta 1 and 2 receptors, I long for those days. Thanks for the trip down memory lane (AKA: Tacoma Drive)...
Glad you liked it, Ceec. I agree. I don't believe that knowledge is always a conscious thing or a "justified, true, belief"... I think sometimes knowledge is a slow, and sometimes painful process. Like when people say "hindsight is twenty-twenty"... inevitably, there are always things you realize you "knew all along," but that you didn't come to terms with or believe, muchless understand. I think you were right, and I'm sad to hear you were shot down. I wish I had taken that class, I would have loved it.
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